
Card drawn for Dec 11, 2007:
9 of Wands - Reversed
Generally when a card is shown reversed (upside-down), I treat them as recessive energy. For instance, reading the card as if it was right side up only that the sentiments of the card are repressed and need to be worked towards to achieve.
Definition from the book:
Clarification of confusing and complicated situations. A good end to longed-for negotiations.
Personal Reading:
A lion stands poised in the distance growling - a sign of longed-for, worked-hard-for success; the Wands form a cone that the page lights - a symbol of giving a signal or giving direction to where the success lies. The feather in the pages cap also points toward the lion. The lion looks to be on an unstable cliff ledge, which could show how easily that success can fall away from the page if he does not proceed with caution. The card is reversed which draws more upon the fact of the success possibly not coming to fruition unless acted upon.
Events of the Day:
Not too much out of the ordinary occured yesterday, but that could be why it was only a minor arcana card and not a major arcana card. In the morning, my mother was going through some of my grandmother's things - she died about a month and a half ago; she lived with my family for about 10 years, her death hit us very hard. She found some CDs and religious things that I had bought and given to my grandmother over the years and offered them back to me.
Throughout the work day I had an overwhelming sense of doom and gloom; I've been suffering from a major quarter-life crisis lately and on the 11th it really peaked.
After work I went to my friend's singing recital. She takes singing classes and on the last class of the semester, people are invited to come and watch them perform. I actually took that class last June and enjoyed it, I haven't had the time nor the money to take it since but going to the class really inspired me to want to take it again.
And finally, I had really stressful dreams and when I awoke on the morning of the 12th, I felt very exhausted.
Final Interpretation:
So weeding out the less important events, I have made a conclusion as to the meaning of this card. I agree with the publishers definition for this card mostly; the 9 of wands represents a symbol or direction for someone who has lost their way, "clarification of confusing and complicated situations". However now that I look over this card again, I see it more as the page is lost in the woods/field/cliffs/whatever, he is making a fire with the wands almost as a flare stating "HEY! I'm over here! I'm lost please come find me and show me the way!" The lion - possibly a guardian, parent or guiding spirit - is in the background watching over subtly offering advice and direction to help the page out of the place he is lost. Most likely it was the lions idea to start to the fire to find help. The fact that card was reversed, in this instance, means that this small nudge in the right direction has no significant impact right now, but instead is the push needed to move onto bigger and better things.